The friends.

Thanks for your concern. I know I may not be the best bf around. But I try my best to make her happy. To tell u the truth. It really pisses me off when she says that you all are more important than me. But wadcanisaeanymore? I am a pacifist and so I do not go into conflicts with anyone unless necessary. Therefore, I have treated everyone I know with a very carefree attitude. Thus I do not command much respect from you all. I do not blame anyone. Nor do I wish for more respect. It is just this matter has gone out of hand. I really love her and I hope you understand that I have been hurt by her before. And so I am not very secure. I do not really know what is going on. As I said wadcanisaeanymore? As a person who has been through some incidents. I will not trust anyone with personal information anymore. It is shocking to be betrayed at such a tender age. At least it proves to me what human nature can be like. I do not know why. Please treat this as a little comment, but try to understand. I do not have much contact with you all. It is fortunate to be in contact with such a wonderful girl. She is and will be a lasting part of our lives.